I don't get to watch much TV anymore as my DH has the cricket on most days. If he is not watching it live, he will be watching the many recordings he has. I used to not watch, but it's now become a if you can't beat it, join it scenario. I can actually sit and watch the cricket without complaining. If it was football, than that would be a totally different story. So my random picture this Saturday is a screen shot of a game I actually watched this past week.
I am currently at ease with myself and the way my life is at present.
That is a huge statement for me to share and also a very long time coming.
The past few years have been really tough. Life seemed to have totally gone off track. My life felt off kilter and to a point not my own. I suffered deeply with depression, had a crappy job, my relationship with my husband was at times very strained and I had become very insular and within myself. Life felt hard and I suffered greatly.
I got a new job, and for a few months I hated it. It didn't float my boat so to speak. I thought I could do better. I felt like I had taken a huge step backwards career wise, I was unhappy and felt broken. But I suddenly had an AHA moment. I realised that I could and should change my attitude towards it. I didn't want to look for a new job as it had taken a while to find this one and I hated filling in application forms and going to interviews. I didn't want to find a job where I would…
Seven years today I wore this beautiful dress to marry my best friend. Seven years today I vowed to love and cherish my best friend forever.. We have had many ups and downs over the past seven years but I wouldn't change a thing.